I’m currently 10k USD in debt.

“It’s responsible that you take a part-time now.”

“I think you’re too focused, your thoughts are muddled.”

One year in, I started losing people. Those who once admired what I did started trying to convince me to slow down and wake up from the dreams.

The truth is that they are right, I can not rationally explain my decisions. I can not defend or justify why I am doing what I am doing.

I just can’t. I’m an idiot. I don’t understand anything and I’m incapable.

But I have always been so and I don’t think I’ll stop.

I love what I’m doing. I have decided that til the day I get jailed for not being able to pay back the debt, I try – again and again.

Life is not comprehensible, and if you have decided to take this path, there is no justification you need to do for anybody.

Life is fundamentally a perception of existence that is for the existence.

Your great philosophy and belief is nothing more than a set of electrical communication between your braincells that could be vectorized.

Thus life is great, for you are not bound by anything. Be brave and go live.